(I think) I’m spreading myself too thin
July 1, 2012 § Leave a comment
This was my post back in 2012. Nothing has changed, I see.
Wow. It’s been a while since I last posted here.
I guess it’s because I’ve been doing so many things that I hardly find the time to breathe and think even just for a second! I have this weird obsession of trying to take too many responsibilities just to prove myself to everyone.
Not only that, I want to explore all my options. I’m still searching for something–I don’t know what yet–and I’m not gonna stop until I find what “it” is! After all, I’m just a 17-year-old girl, and I guess I’m still trying to find my identity.
I really need to work on that but the problem is I don’t know how. It’s just hard to let go of some things especially when I’ve grown to love what I do. Sure, I can balance all these things, but admittedly, I have my limits too. There are times when I feel burnt out, but I just bury the feeling deep down because I’m afraid it might affect the efficiency of the work I produce.